Tuesday, April 29, 2014

Inspiration: moving forward...

There is nothing like something new to get one moving forward!

On Saturday I attended a brief talk by Craig Berry [you can find him here http://atelier2302.com]
on the Munsell colour theory.  Well, I knew this was coming up and I have been checking out a few sites to see if I could get a handle on it.  It seems complicated but since I have never really tuned in completely to the traditional colour theories I thought this might help me with colour. After the talk I ordered the book - mistakenly ordered it under the quick delivery - and it came today! So here I have hundreds of little colour chips to fit on to charts while schooling myself in Hue, Value and Chroma.


I've been thinking that I need to do some small paintings to help me understand the subtle changes in colour so I purchased a few 9x12" birch panels and set to it.  The first one I gave up the brush on and finished it with the palette knife. This is the painting I posted in the last post.  Finally, I persevered with the brush and finished this painting this morning.



I absolutely love John Hammond's painting so since I was struggling with acrylics I got out one of his books and began reading. Because my first "sample" painting ended in a fit of "palette knife  expressionism" [how's that for keeping positive!] completely different from what I had initially planned I encouraged I was when I read, "As far as the actual painting process is concerned, while I place much importance on first-hand observation of the subject and making reference drawings, I prefer not to plan the work too thoroughly.  When talking about how I work, I often make an analogy between painting and taking a journey - I know the destination, but I have not plotted the precise route.  Normally I have a good idea as to what I want to achieve in the end, but I am always willing to consider - and possibly respond - to happy accidents and other events that may develop during the painting process.  Having a sort of blueprint for the painting that you must adhere to is very restricting, and it certainly will not encourage free expression!"  I simply must work my way through his encouraging and insightful book….

The book is:

Front Cover
An important book that gives artists the best advice on freely expressing themselves in acrylics. It is not enough to learn just the techniques but to understand how to choose the right technique to express what you feel or how to interpret what you see. It is also important to paint the right element of what you see to give real impact. Using your instinct to simplify and exaggerate, the book shows you how to have freedom of expression with a paintbrush. Leading acrylics painter John Hammond focuses on an increasingly popular medium which has terrific potential to deliver images with impact.



Monday, April 28, 2014

"Now I become Myself…"

I was introduced to the desire to seriously consider 'who I am' when someone mentioned Parker Palmer's book, Let Your Life Speak.  Since then I have tried to understand what my deepest longings tell me about myself...most days I am still trying to figure this out.  I'm thinking that it will be a lifelong quest.

Who we 'are' is often influenced and sometimes created by others.  May Sarton wrote,

Now I become myself.
It's taken, many years and places.
I have been dissolved and shaken,
worn other people's faces…

And Parker Palmer writes,
"What a long time it can take to become the person one has always been!  How often in the process we mask ourselves in faces that are not our own.  How much dissolving and shaking of the ego we must endure before we discover our deep identity - the true self within every human being that is the seed of authentic vocation."

When our youngest son was in grade 12 we dutifully went to his final parent-teacher interview.  His psychology teacher said, "What can I say about David?" (Pause…) then, "Besides having a unique sense of humour, David is very comfortable with who he is."  My thought was - Wow, that's more than I can say for myself!

Well, I have made some progress along the way towards discovery of what makes me tick and how I can be comfortable with the person I am. I ponder what gives me the deepest joy and the greatest regret  -  and I'm learning to add more of the former into my life... Even when it takes time and may be difficult, and even on those days when I long to create art but it turns out totally different than what I envisioned it to be and took much longer than expected!





Wednesday, April 23, 2014

Toward the Unknown Region

Toward the Unknown Region

It seems strange that as spring approaches we sing of death… that even as we move towards the resurrection we must first embrace the crucifixion.

As the Lenten season came to a close the final week began with the passing of our mother and grandmother. Interestingly, as I watched throughout the week tears appeared to be lost in hope and ultimately the passage through to the unknown was envisioned in the soloists rendering of the piece my mother-in-law had chosen to accompany her on her way.

“Morning Has Broken” 

Morning has broken, like the first morning

Blackbird has spoken, like the first bird

Praise for the singing, praise for the morning

Praise for the springing fresh from the world

Sweet the rain's new fall sunlit from heaven

Like the first dewfall, on the first grass

Praise for the sweetness of the wet garden

Sprung in completeness where his feet pass

Mine is the sunlight, mine is the morning

Born of the one light, Eden saw play

Praise with elation, praise every morning

God's recreation of the new day.

The week also found me reading a fascinating book by Stacy Horn, Imperfect Harmony, Finding Happiness Singing with Others, and more specifically her chapter on singing of death, a theme common in their spring repertoire.   Here she writes about Ralph Vaughan Williams’s, “Toward the Unknown Region”, the text of which comes from Walt Whitman’s, “Darest Thou Now O Soul.” You can access this piece on YouTube and I especially like that you can access it with the notes. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U_kxBjDud8I

Darest Thou Now O Soul
by Walt Whitman
(1819-1892)

Darest thou now O soul,
Walk out with me toward the unknown region,
Where neither ground is for the feet nor any path to follow?

No map there, nor guide,
Nor voice sounding, nor touch of human hand,
Nor face with blooming flesh, nor lips, nor eyes, are in that land.

I know it not O soul,
Nor dost thou, all is a blank before us,
All waits undream'd of in that region, that inaccessible land.
Till when the ties loosen,
All but the ties eternal, Time and Space,
Nor darkness, gravitation, sense, nor any bounds bounding us.

Then we burst forth, we float,
In Time and Space O soul, prepared for them,
Equal, equipt at last, (O joy! O fruit of all!) them to fulfil O soul.

Horn writes, “…His [Vaughn Williams's] grief in the face of death is reawakened, but so is the path he created to get past pain, fear, and sorrow…When we arrive at the part in the piece about a place or state where we can no longer look into the eyes of those we love, or hold their hands, where we won’t ever be able to laugh or cry or sing again – what could have been a bleak or terrifying section – Vaughan Williams gave us this direction: "misterioso". He wanted neither fear nor sorrow, but beauty and mystery. That great big question of death, “All is a blank,” is incredibly moving in Vaughan Williams’s hands.  There are no answers here, only questions held out with an open heart. When I sing about that moment, the moment of death, I can hardly wait to die, which is insane.  But the music just keeps growing and swelling in emotion and I get swept up. “all waits undreamed of,” we sing, all the voice parts coming together, then apart, then entwined again, each enticing step of the vocal dance drawing us deeper into the beautiful mystery where anything is possible.  It’s not about dying or the afterlife.  It’s about living for a few seconds in a very open way, without fear, and being a part of something magnificent.”

And further, she writes, “Vaughan Williams once said to a group of school children, 'Music will enable you to see past facts to the very essence of things in a way which science cannot do.  The arts are the means by which we can look through the magic casements and see what lies beyond.'  That’s what those monks were after when they chanted death, death, death, death, death. They weren’t being morbid. They weren’t ignoring the beauty all around them.  They were trying to understand something they couldn’t fathom in any other way. “Toward the Unknown Region” is Ralph Vaughan Williams’s death chant, his answer to the eternal silence.”

Horn closes the chapter with a quote from Durufle’s Requiem, sung in honor of a fellow choral society member who recently died.

"May Angels lead you into paradise;
may the Martyrs receive you at your coming
and lead you to the holy city of Jerusalem.
May the choir of Angels receive you,
and with Lazarus, who once was poor, may you have eternal rest.”


And so, on a dreary, grey, rain-sogged spring day, when it is so easy for our thoughts to grow morbid, I think there are ways in which we can move forward, through the grey, through the unknown.  And I leave these thoughts with Morten Lauridsen’s incredibly lovely “O Magnum Mysterium.”  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nn5ken3RJBo 

While the text comes from prayers of Christmas, Lauridsen chose to reflect Mary’s experience from the birth of Christ to his death on the cross – Mary’s “significance and suffering” and of this he says, [and you will want to read this because you will notice this note as you listen to the music],

"The most challenging part of this piece for me was the second line of text having to do with the Virgin Mary. She above all was chosen to bear the Christ child and then she endured the horror and sorrow of his death on the cross. How can her significance and suffering be portrayed musically?

After exploring several paths, I decided to depict this by a single note. On the word “Virgo,” the altos sing a dissonant appoggiatura G-sharp. It’s the only tone in the entire work that is foreign to the main key of D. That note stands out against a consonant backdrop as if a sonic light has suddenly been focused upon it, edifying its meaning. It is the most important note in the piece."

May you, in your listening, be taken once again to a place beyond words, to a very sacred place “when you experience something that is so profound that there is no way you can begin to express it through words, or really by any other means.”




Wednesday, April 9, 2014

Inspiration

Sometimes we need a break from the 'doing' because we seem to have reached a roadblock - a brick wall - a blank canvas - a confused mirage of colour pieces that simply don't work together ! - or whatever your description of it might be.

At such moments we need inspiration!

A few sources of inspiration which help me refocus and "re-hope" - not sure that is a real word but it serves my purpose - include:

1.  Julia Cameron's Facebook page which I have 'Liked' and which regularly posts quotes which encourage artists of all types.

2.  Looking at colour and pattern which I find in my sister's delightful store, Periwinkle.  I once thought I too could be a quilter but soon found that I simply could not cut up into little pieces all the beautiful fabrics and then redesign them so to speak - so now I am what I refer to as a "lazy" quilter, piecing mostly squares and rectangles which maintain the patterns in them…. and I am content with that.

3.  Sitting by the river watching the sun dance on the snow and ice and drift along on the current - simply enjoying being there although I must confess that I also chastise myself for thinking I must always be viewing something I might paint - rather than simply observing.

4.  Accessing a new resource on painting.  I recently obtained Peter Fiore's DVD,  Painting River Bend, an oil painting demonstration in which he, over 6 days, shows how he paints this incredible picture.  I even drove along the river here until I found a bend in it which I am going to use to paint a larger sized picture after the manner in which he is painting.  Anyway, I simply had to give 'the bend' a try and did a small watercolour.
You can check out this DVD and Peter's work here:  http://www.peterfiore.com

River Bend, South Saskatchewan River

5.  Spending time talking with another artist and hearing how they pull together a painting while striving to understand the essence of what they are saying and why they paint what they do … then realizing that perhaps I too can once again take the baby steps needed to keep on learning and doing.  

Today I had the privilege of chatting with Craig Berry in his delightful studio about oil painting and about colour [hue, value and chroma :)]. I have so much to learn but know that I don't need to learn it all at once.  What an inspiration today's visit was.  His website is found here:  http://atelier2302.com 

6.  Every so often I just need to stop painting which is somewhat contradictory to those who feel that an artist must paint, or write, or sing "every day"!!  I just can't.  I have found that I can't 'only paint', nor can I paint everyday.  I must also read, reflect, and occasionally listen to incredible symphonies.  I must give painting a rest.  Certain books help me better understand what I am about - they say things that I am feeling or have experienced but can't seem to put into words.  As such, then complement who I am as a painter.  They inspire me.

Madeleine L'Engle's, Walking on Water, is such a book.  I'm challenged by thoughts such as, "I recognize that the work often knows more than I do… and with each book I start I have hopes that I may be helped to serve it a little more fully.  The great artists… collaborate with the work, but for most of us, it is our greatest privilege to be its servant…. When the artist is truly the servant of the work, the work is better than the artist.  When the work takes over then the artist is enabled to get out of the way, not to interfere.  When the work takes over, the artist listens." There have been a few paintings when I have somehow understood this to be true. 

7.  And finally, a few years back I felt "blocked" when it came to painting.  I saw a zentangle and decided to give it a try.  Now I have a small journal of zentangles and I know that when I just need to get my hands and fingers moving but can't seem to paint, I still have a few pages left on which to create a zentangle.

I think that each of us find our own way to be creative and to keep creating.  God is creative - the ultimate Creator! We, his creation, can not help but create - it is in our DNA.  But we are told, that even God took a rest - so I will no longer berate myself for taking a break when a roadblock comes - I will rest and then learn how to keep moving through it 'til I come to the new day.

Tuesday, April 8, 2014

Big Sky Artists 2014 Show and Sale

Big Sky Artists - Show and Sale

April 11, 12, 13, 2014

Where: 
Grace Westminster Church, Eastlake Ave and 10th St, Saskatoon

When: 
Friday 5 – 9:30pm 
Saturday 10am to 5 pm
Sunday 12noon to 4pm

Contributing Artists: 
Hedie Borne, Jan Buttinger, Celeste Delahey, Donna Delainey, Myrna King, Anneliesa Kristiansen, Lorna Lamothe,
Jeanne Marcotte, Norma Rempel, Charlotte Sanford,

Laurel Schenstead-Smith; Jean Smith, Betty Ann Whittaker


Saturday, March 22, 2014

Morning Coffee

Morning Coffee

I have a friend who regularly takes a book and goes to a coffee shop for morning coffee.  A pleasant location, a good cup of dark roast and the morning newspaper or a good book add up to a simple but satisfying way to spend some time.

Three times the past few weeks I have eaten my lunch on a bench overlooking 'river landing' - I especially like to watch the river eat away at the ice and I refused to take a book because I thought it would be good to just look!

This painting is of the Gallery Espresso, in Savannah, GA, a favourite spot we enjoyed numerous times when visiting a few years ago.  It seems like some places are good at helping one to slow down!  I'm looking forward to finding a few such spots this spring.


Sunday, March 9, 2014

Lent: springtime for the soul

A friend posted photos of a crocus field and a nest with blue eggs on her Facebook page.  I checked out  the weather report and see that we can expect milder weather for the next 14 days.  Daylight savings time started today for those to the west of us… and I am ready to stop painting snow for awhile.  All indications that  winter may be giving way to spring.

Another indication of course is the season of Lent.  From the old English word lenten, meaning "spring" we find ourselves in a season before Easter which is also an "invitation to a springtime for the soul.  Forty days to cleanse the system and open the eyes to what remains when all comfort is gone.  Forty days to remember what it is like to live by the grace of God alone and not by what we can supply for ourselves."  [Barbara Brown Taylor]  Taylor goes on to write, "I think of it as an Outward Bound for the soul. No one has to sign up for it, but if you do then you give up the illusion that you are in control of your life."

I look forward to this season where I willingly pay more attention to my soul, to my thoughts, my actions, to what I value most, to why I do what I do, etc.  A time to search out moments of stillness - to sit by the still partially frozen river soaking up the sunshine, or take my coffee to the gazebo where I can listen to the birds and watch the icicles drip. A time to rest a bit and refuse to always be doing! A time to prepare myself to more attentively listen to and watch for the sounds and signs of spring.

And so I say, optimistically, "Goodbye Winter"and after a nights sleep I choose to awaken not with spring's renewed vigour and energy, but with a renewed sense of soul attentiveness to what unfolds in the days ahead.

Last of the "winter" paintings:

'Snowfall' - actually, I'm not sure this is quite finished!