Today I had coffee with a friend who has been living in India. We sat in the sunshine on the outside deck of the cafe and I could feel the sun's warmth seeping into my chilled bones!! It has been another long winter.
Soon though I think the wind will come and explode open the buds on the ornamental crabapples and our streets will be full of pink and white blossoms. Soon after that the mock orange will open and spread its very special fragrance through the garden - well, actually in one spot in our garden and that being near the compost so it is a welcome presence… not that the compost smells or anything, it is just the old and the new, the dead and alive, the scented and the decaying contrasts - those contrasts that make our lives so interesting.
This is a small watercolour [~9x10] of a few of last years blooms on our mock orange.
Tuesday, May 20, 2014
Saturday, May 10, 2014
Today's Colours
Celebrating the colours of today…
At the market I purchased a few garden plants, lettuce, tomatoes and cucumbers, and a most beautiful April Cornell 'vintage' tablecloth! I absolutely love the colours.

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| market purchases today |
At the market I purchased a few garden plants, lettuce, tomatoes and cucumbers, and a most beautiful April Cornell 'vintage' tablecloth! I absolutely love the colours.
We drove out to PineView Farms to buy chickens and then on to Valley Meats for sausage where we came across some delightful scarecrows!

I love the city lights in the evening. This was taken a few days ago.
Thursday, May 8, 2014
Today's Sketches
It has been tough to settle down and paint recently but I went to art group today so 'had to come up with something!' Today's sketches are done but very different from each other and definitely only sketches.
The watercolour was done at our "group" where sometimes I have a hard time concentrating with all the chatter [which is always great but… unless I plan ahead, what I end up with is a surprise] and today I did not plan ahead. I cut off the top of the sky because it was "too busy" but wanted to keep the centre part because I do like the glow in the sky. I'm getting more familiar with producing this type of glow which I think is important in watercolour.
The watercolour was done at our "group" where sometimes I have a hard time concentrating with all the chatter [which is always great but… unless I plan ahead, what I end up with is a surprise] and today I did not plan ahead. I cut off the top of the sky because it was "too busy" but wanted to keep the centre part because I do like the glow in the sky. I'm getting more familiar with producing this type of glow which I think is important in watercolour.
Then mid afternoon I did this acrylic on watercolour paper. I was told that you could paint with acrylics on watercolour paper and decided to try it on a watercolour that did not turn out. I had washed off the watercolour a few days back and it was dry so I painted over it! The result is rather bright and hopefully 'impressionistic' and a huge contrast to the watercolour above which was done on a hot pressed paper which is very smooth and soft. The acrylic is on a heavy rough paper.
Tuesday, April 29, 2014
Inspiration: moving forward...
There is nothing like something new to get one moving forward!
On Saturday I attended a brief talk by Craig Berry [you can find him here http://atelier2302.com]
on the Munsell colour theory. Well, I knew this was coming up and I have been checking out a few sites to see if I could get a handle on it. It seems complicated but since I have never really tuned in completely to the traditional colour theories I thought this might help me with colour. After the talk I ordered the book - mistakenly ordered it under the quick delivery - and it came today! So here I have hundreds of little colour chips to fit on to charts while schooling myself in Hue, Value and Chroma.
I've been thinking that I need to do some small paintings to help me understand the subtle changes in colour so I purchased a few 9x12" birch panels and set to it. The first one I gave up the brush on and finished it with the palette knife. This is the painting I posted in the last post. Finally, I persevered with the brush and finished this painting this morning.
I absolutely love John Hammond's painting so since I was struggling with acrylics I got out one of his books and began reading. Because my first "sample" painting ended in a fit of "palette knife expressionism" [how's that for keeping positive!] completely different from what I had initially planned I encouraged I was when I read, "As far as the actual painting process is concerned, while I place much importance on first-hand observation of the subject and making reference drawings, I prefer not to plan the work too thoroughly. When talking about how I work, I often make an analogy between painting and taking a journey - I know the destination, but I have not plotted the precise route. Normally I have a good idea as to what I want to achieve in the end, but I am always willing to consider - and possibly respond - to happy accidents and other events that may develop during the painting process. Having a sort of blueprint for the painting that you must adhere to is very restricting, and it certainly will not encourage free expression!" I simply must work my way through his encouraging and insightful book….
The book is:
On Saturday I attended a brief talk by Craig Berry [you can find him here http://atelier2302.com]
on the Munsell colour theory. Well, I knew this was coming up and I have been checking out a few sites to see if I could get a handle on it. It seems complicated but since I have never really tuned in completely to the traditional colour theories I thought this might help me with colour. After the talk I ordered the book - mistakenly ordered it under the quick delivery - and it came today! So here I have hundreds of little colour chips to fit on to charts while schooling myself in Hue, Value and Chroma.
I've been thinking that I need to do some small paintings to help me understand the subtle changes in colour so I purchased a few 9x12" birch panels and set to it. The first one I gave up the brush on and finished it with the palette knife. This is the painting I posted in the last post. Finally, I persevered with the brush and finished this painting this morning.
I absolutely love John Hammond's painting so since I was struggling with acrylics I got out one of his books and began reading. Because my first "sample" painting ended in a fit of "palette knife expressionism" [how's that for keeping positive!] completely different from what I had initially planned I encouraged I was when I read, "As far as the actual painting process is concerned, while I place much importance on first-hand observation of the subject and making reference drawings, I prefer not to plan the work too thoroughly. When talking about how I work, I often make an analogy between painting and taking a journey - I know the destination, but I have not plotted the precise route. Normally I have a good idea as to what I want to achieve in the end, but I am always willing to consider - and possibly respond - to happy accidents and other events that may develop during the painting process. Having a sort of blueprint for the painting that you must adhere to is very restricting, and it certainly will not encourage free expression!" I simply must work my way through his encouraging and insightful book….
The book is:
An important book that gives artists the best advice on freely expressing themselves in acrylics. It is not enough to learn just the techniques but to understand how to choose the right technique to express what you feel or how to interpret what you see. It is also important to paint the right element of what you see to give real impact. Using your instinct to simplify and exaggerate, the book shows you how to have freedom of expression with a paintbrush. Leading acrylics painter John Hammond focuses on an increasingly popular medium which has terrific potential to deliver images with impact.
Monday, April 28, 2014
"Now I become Myself…"
I was introduced to the desire to seriously consider 'who I am' when someone mentioned Parker Palmer's book, Let Your Life Speak. Since then I have tried to understand what my deepest longings tell me about myself...most days I am still trying to figure this out. I'm thinking that it will be a lifelong quest.
And Parker Palmer writes,
"What a long time it can take to become the person one has always been! How often in the process we mask ourselves in faces that are not our own. How much dissolving and shaking of the ego we must endure before we discover our deep identity - the true self within every human being that is the seed of authentic vocation."
When our youngest son was in grade 12 we dutifully went to his final parent-teacher interview. His psychology teacher said, "What can I say about David?" (Pause…) then, "Besides having a unique sense of humour, David is very comfortable with who he is." My thought was - Wow, that's more than I can say for myself!
Well, I have made some progress along the way towards discovery of what makes me tick and how I can be comfortable with the person I am. I ponder what gives me the deepest joy and the greatest regret - and I'm learning to add more of the former into my life... Even when it takes time and may be difficult, and even on those days when I long to create art but it turns out totally different than what I envisioned it to be and took much longer than expected!
Who we 'are' is often influenced and sometimes created by others. May Sarton wrote,
Now I become myself.
It's taken, many years and places.
I have been dissolved and shaken,
worn other people's faces…
And Parker Palmer writes,
"What a long time it can take to become the person one has always been! How often in the process we mask ourselves in faces that are not our own. How much dissolving and shaking of the ego we must endure before we discover our deep identity - the true self within every human being that is the seed of authentic vocation."
When our youngest son was in grade 12 we dutifully went to his final parent-teacher interview. His psychology teacher said, "What can I say about David?" (Pause…) then, "Besides having a unique sense of humour, David is very comfortable with who he is." My thought was - Wow, that's more than I can say for myself!
Well, I have made some progress along the way towards discovery of what makes me tick and how I can be comfortable with the person I am. I ponder what gives me the deepest joy and the greatest regret - and I'm learning to add more of the former into my life... Even when it takes time and may be difficult, and even on those days when I long to create art but it turns out totally different than what I envisioned it to be and took much longer than expected!
Wednesday, April 23, 2014
Toward the Unknown Region
Toward the Unknown Region
It seems strange
that as spring approaches we sing of death… that even as we move towards the
resurrection we must first embrace the crucifixion.
As the Lenten season came to a close the final week began with the passing of
our mother and grandmother. Interestingly, as I watched throughout the week
tears appeared to be lost in hope and ultimately the passage through to the unknown was
envisioned in the soloists rendering of the piece my mother-in-law had chosen to accompany her on her way.
“Morning Has
Broken”
Morning has broken,
like the first morning
Blackbird has
spoken, like the first bird
Praise for the
singing, praise for the morning
Praise for the springing fresh from the world
Sweet the rain's new fall sunlit from heaven
Like the first
dewfall, on the first grass
Praise for the
sweetness of the wet garden
Sprung in
completeness where his feet pass
Mine is the
sunlight, mine is the morning
Born of the one
light, Eden saw play
Praise with
elation, praise every morning
God's recreation of
the new day.
The week also
found me reading a fascinating book by Stacy Horn, Imperfect Harmony,
Finding Happiness Singing with Others, and more specifically her chapter on
singing of death, a theme common in their spring repertoire. Here she writes about
Ralph Vaughan Williams’s, “Toward the Unknown Region”, the text of which comes
from Walt Whitman’s, “Darest Thou Now O Soul.” You can access this piece on YouTube and I especially like that you can access it with the notes. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U_kxBjDud8I
Darest Thou Now O
Soul
by Walt Whitman (1819-1892)
by Walt Whitman (1819-1892)
Darest thou now O
soul,
Walk out with me
toward the unknown region,
Where neither
ground is for the feet nor any path to follow?
No map there, nor
guide,
Nor voice sounding,
nor touch of human hand,
Nor face with
blooming flesh, nor lips, nor eyes, are in that land.
I know it not O
soul,
Nor dost thou, all
is a blank before us,
All waits undream'd
of in that region, that inaccessible land.
Till when the ties
loosen,
All but the ties
eternal, Time and Space,
Nor darkness,
gravitation, sense, nor any bounds bounding us.
Then we burst
forth, we float,
In Time and Space O
soul, prepared for them,
Equal, equipt at
last, (O joy! O fruit of all!) them to fulfil O soul.
Horn writes, “…His [Vaughn Williams's] grief in the face of death is reawakened, but so is the path he created to get
past pain, fear, and sorrow…When we arrive at the part in the piece about a
place or state where we can no longer look into the eyes of those we love, or
hold their hands, where we won’t ever be able to laugh or cry or sing again –
what could have been a bleak or terrifying section – Vaughan Williams gave us
this direction: "misterioso". He wanted neither fear nor sorrow, but beauty and
mystery. That great big question of death, “All is a blank,” is incredibly
moving in Vaughan Williams’s hands.
There are no answers here, only questions held out with an open heart.
When I sing about that moment, the moment of death, I can hardly wait to die,
which is insane. But the music just
keeps growing and swelling in emotion and I get swept up. “all waits undreamed
of,” we sing, all the voice parts coming together, then apart, then entwined
again, each enticing step of the vocal dance drawing us deeper into the
beautiful mystery where anything is possible.
It’s not about dying or the afterlife.
It’s about living for a few seconds in a very open way, without fear,
and being a part of something magnificent.”
And further, she
writes, “Vaughan Williams once said to a group of school children, 'Music will
enable you to see past facts to the very essence of things in a way which
science cannot do. The arts are the
means by which we can look through the magic casements and see what lies
beyond.' That’s what those monks were
after when they chanted death, death, death, death, death. They weren’t being
morbid. They weren’t ignoring the beauty all around them. They were trying to understand something they
couldn’t fathom in any other way. “Toward the Unknown Region” is Ralph Vaughan
Williams’s death chant, his answer to the eternal silence.”
Horn closes the
chapter with a quote from Durufle’s Requiem, sung in honor of a fellow choral
society member who recently died.
"May Angels lead you into paradise;
may the Martyrs
receive you at your coming
and lead you to the
holy city of Jerusalem.
May the choir of
Angels receive you,
and with Lazarus,
who once was poor, may you have eternal rest.”
And so, on a
dreary, grey, rain-sogged spring day, when it is so easy for our thoughts
to grow morbid, I think there are ways in which we can move
forward, through the grey, through the unknown.
And I leave these thoughts with Morten Lauridsen’s incredibly lovely “O Magnum Mysterium.” http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nn5ken3RJBo
While the text comes from prayers of Christmas, Lauridsen chose to reflect Mary’s experience from the birth of Christ to his death on the cross – Mary’s “significance and suffering” and of this he says, [and you will want to read this because you will notice this note as you listen to the music],
While the text comes from prayers of Christmas, Lauridsen chose to reflect Mary’s experience from the birth of Christ to his death on the cross – Mary’s “significance and suffering” and of this he says, [and you will want to read this because you will notice this note as you listen to the music],
"The most
challenging part of this piece for me was the second line of text having to do
with the Virgin Mary. She above all was chosen to bear the Christ child and
then she endured the horror and sorrow of his death on the cross. How can her
significance and suffering be portrayed musically?
After exploring
several paths, I decided to depict this by a single note. On the word “Virgo,”
the altos sing a dissonant appoggiatura G-sharp. It’s the only tone in the
entire work that is foreign to the main key of D. That note stands out against
a consonant backdrop as if a sonic light has suddenly been focused upon it,
edifying its meaning. It is the most important note in the piece."
May you, in your listening, be taken
once again to a place beyond words, to a very sacred place “when you experience
something that is so profound that there is no way you can begin to express it
through words, or really by any other means.”
Wednesday, April 9, 2014
Inspiration
Sometimes we need a break from the 'doing' because we seem to have reached a roadblock - a brick wall - a blank canvas - a confused mirage of colour pieces that simply don't work together ! - or whatever your description of it might be.
At such moments we need inspiration!
A few sources of inspiration which help me refocus and "re-hope" - not sure that is a real word but it serves my purpose - include:
1. Julia Cameron's Facebook page which I have 'Liked' and which regularly posts quotes which encourage artists of all types.
2. Looking at colour and pattern which I find in my sister's delightful store, Periwinkle. I once thought I too could be a quilter but soon found that I simply could not cut up into little pieces all the beautiful fabrics and then redesign them so to speak - so now I am what I refer to as a "lazy" quilter, piecing mostly squares and rectangles which maintain the patterns in them…. and I am content with that.
3. Sitting by the river watching the sun dance on the snow and ice and drift along on the current - simply enjoying being there although I must confess that I also chastise myself for thinking I must always be viewing something I might paint - rather than simply observing.
4. Accessing a new resource on painting. I recently obtained Peter Fiore's DVD, Painting River Bend, an oil painting demonstration in which he, over 6 days, shows how he paints this incredible picture. I even drove along the river here until I found a bend in it which I am going to use to paint a larger sized picture after the manner in which he is painting. Anyway, I simply had to give 'the bend' a try and did a small watercolour.
You can check out this DVD and Peter's work here: http://www.peterfiore.com
7. And finally, a few years back I felt "blocked" when it came to painting. I saw a zentangle and decided to give it a try. Now I have a small journal of zentangles and I know that when I just need to get my hands and fingers moving but can't seem to paint, I still have a few pages left on which to create a zentangle.
I think that each of us find our own way to be creative and to keep creating. God is creative - the ultimate Creator! We, his creation, can not help but create - it is in our DNA. But we are told, that even God took a rest - so I will no longer berate myself for taking a break when a roadblock comes - I will rest and then learn how to keep moving through it 'til I come to the new day.
At such moments we need inspiration!
A few sources of inspiration which help me refocus and "re-hope" - not sure that is a real word but it serves my purpose - include:
1. Julia Cameron's Facebook page which I have 'Liked' and which regularly posts quotes which encourage artists of all types.
2. Looking at colour and pattern which I find in my sister's delightful store, Periwinkle. I once thought I too could be a quilter but soon found that I simply could not cut up into little pieces all the beautiful fabrics and then redesign them so to speak - so now I am what I refer to as a "lazy" quilter, piecing mostly squares and rectangles which maintain the patterns in them…. and I am content with that.
3. Sitting by the river watching the sun dance on the snow and ice and drift along on the current - simply enjoying being there although I must confess that I also chastise myself for thinking I must always be viewing something I might paint - rather than simply observing.
4. Accessing a new resource on painting. I recently obtained Peter Fiore's DVD, Painting River Bend, an oil painting demonstration in which he, over 6 days, shows how he paints this incredible picture. I even drove along the river here until I found a bend in it which I am going to use to paint a larger sized picture after the manner in which he is painting. Anyway, I simply had to give 'the bend' a try and did a small watercolour.
You can check out this DVD and Peter's work here: http://www.peterfiore.com
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| River Bend, South Saskatchewan River |
5. Spending time talking with another artist and hearing how they pull together a painting while striving to understand the essence of what they are saying and why they paint what they do … then realizing that perhaps I too can once again take the baby steps needed to keep on learning and doing.
Today I had the privilege of chatting with Craig Berry in his delightful studio about oil painting and about colour [hue, value and chroma :)]. I have so much to learn but know that I don't need to learn it all at once. What an inspiration today's visit was. His website is found here: http://atelier2302.com
6. Every so often I just need to stop painting which is somewhat contradictory to those who feel that an artist must paint, or write, or sing "every day"!! I just can't. I have found that I can't 'only paint', nor can I paint everyday. I must also read, reflect, and occasionally listen to incredible symphonies. I must give painting a rest. Certain books help me better understand what I am about - they say things that I am feeling or have experienced but can't seem to put into words. As such, then complement who I am as a painter. They inspire me.
Madeleine L'Engle's, Walking on Water, is such a book. I'm challenged by thoughts such as, "I recognize that the work often knows more than I do… and with each book I start I have hopes that I may be helped to serve it a little more fully. The great artists… collaborate with the work, but for most of us, it is our greatest privilege to be its servant…. When the artist is truly the servant of the work, the work is better than the artist. When the work takes over then the artist is enabled to get out of the way, not to interfere. When the work takes over, the artist listens." There have been a few paintings when I have somehow understood this to be true.
7. And finally, a few years back I felt "blocked" when it came to painting. I saw a zentangle and decided to give it a try. Now I have a small journal of zentangles and I know that when I just need to get my hands and fingers moving but can't seem to paint, I still have a few pages left on which to create a zentangle.
I think that each of us find our own way to be creative and to keep creating. God is creative - the ultimate Creator! We, his creation, can not help but create - it is in our DNA. But we are told, that even God took a rest - so I will no longer berate myself for taking a break when a roadblock comes - I will rest and then learn how to keep moving through it 'til I come to the new day.
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